One often doesn't die the first time he/she attempts suicide. The more likely outcome is the suicidal individual will mess up, and live, but in a corpse for a body; not able to do things for him/herself, like feed themselves, communicate, think for themselves, or go to the bathroom without wearing a diaper. If you're lucky, you might be able to gain these abilities back, but that's only for the 1%, if that high... Are you willing to risk it? If you are, the odds are stacked against you... Do you feel lucky?